"I got my swagger back...."

So I've come to the conclusion that over the last few months I was being a bit of a dick...not sure what was causing it but I've noticed I'm much happier now...many people pointed it out to me but I couldn't see it per say...my mom was worried about me...people at work were asking me if I was ok...someone I was dating accused me of being the root of all their problems and having a soul as black as Jamie Foxx's lips...and on top of it I just didn't feel right in general...I still don't know what caused it...hours drying up at work making my checks come up short may have had something to do with it...when a nigga has bills and the money isn't rolling in the same way the mood isn't gonna be right...that coupled with the fact that I was compromising myself to try to make a situation I knew wasn't right work...then theres all the fake fucking people and dead weight I ended up cutting out of my existence recently...a lot of it kinda came to a head during that time...but eh but enough of that emo bullshit...I'm back...like D'Angelo said "I've found my smilllle again"