I don't need no hook for this shit

I have a habit of letting people suck me into their bullshit *pause*...the sad thing is I realize when it's happening but I fail to stop it...I also have a habit of trying to understand why crazy people do crazy and or irrational shit even though it's impossible for me to understand because I have sense...and the sad thing about this is that I realize when this is going on but yet again I fail to stop it...the last 2 years have brought these poor personality traits to the forefront in my life and it's always involved a woman...and you can't fix your mouth to tell me that it's all coincidental...women are the most irrational, unstable, selfish, unaccountable beings that the good lord ever created and if I didn't love them so much I would absolutely hate them...I've never had anyone over the age of 5 that wasn't a female tell me things to my face that are CLEARLY untrue and/or irrational and state them to me as thought they actually BELIEVE them...I mean seriously!?...you know that's not what you told me...you know that's not how it happened...you know that's not why I did that...you know that's not what it is...and no matter how much you believe it is and state it to me with force...that doesn't make it true...eh...enough of this topic...I've spent too much time on it already...I just wanna meet a girl with beauty and brains...annnnnd accountability...late